So I have just got back from my two week cadet warrant officer promotion course. Saw all my old seniors friends again which was very cool. Also I saw my other half. Miss Sarah. I love that girl too much.
Well some good news. I passed! Didn't do as well as I was hoping, but I passed and that is all that matters. It was the best use of those two weeks. I honestly don't care about the trials. Study before. I'll be fine. The HSC is not for me anyways.
I know my dad would kill me, but this is not his life. All I want to do is cadets.
Which ironically causes most of my problems.
Before I left for my course I had a bit of a fight with my brother (no, I don't have a brother). But I don't know whether it was actually a fight, more like he decided to troll me, which I was a little pissed about. Meh. I got over it very quickly. I missed him on the course though. Like lots. I often spill to him and when he wasn't there, I felt a bit isolated. But lucky Sarah was there. Ily and shizz.
Hmmm. Also the other situation with the.... hmmm.
Anyway. I had to get over that VERY quickly. Wasn't my place at all.
But I am glad that something else happened from course. Something that I hadn't expected at all. A new friend that was founded through two mutual friends.
But knowing me. I'll read too much into it. Fall. Get slapped out of it. Wake up with a sore chest.
But I can't help it. I just don't want that "forever alone" face plastered on mine.
It's ok. I know I have someone there.
Also only a week or so until trials. I have been studying. But not as much as I would have liked to. I just really lack motivation these days. The only thing keeping me going is cadets. And uni.
I want to go to uni. Even if I do a course a UWS, I just need that social experience. But I want to travel.
There are so many things I want to do.
Visit Smash in SA?
Visit Sarah in the Gong?
Go down to Canberra?
Yes.
But I know the one thing I am looking forward to is the January Promotion Course.
Being a DI would be such an amazing experience. But I need to get to Warrant Officer first.
Hmmmm.
Well that was my rant for the month or so. I might return after trials.
Peace off :)
